At 3AM, my woken dream is
三時夜 醒夢說 平和心 續之延 自由存 任意在 希望至 無界間 物本善 持導行 真為主 誠託宇 六六無窮三字語
The Thought
I am living on with aging,
it's all meant to be so I am worry-free happy just because I am a good person.
It's not that
I don't understand, it is meant to be.
Whatever happens to me
is meant to be, meaning it is happening as it meant to be no matter what, because I am a good person.
I am a good person,
whatever happens to me is meant to be.
Despite all,
I am looking for meaning in life of the daily living.
I will not
be jealous of others, but to keep improving as I live on.
I have almost forgotten
that I need to thank my born-in traits of personality for molding who I am today.
I understand my frustration now,
that I am living in the mind of a 30-40-year old but in the body of a 60-70-year old. Then, what kind am I?
When I was a kid,
my dad told me who are good people and who are bad people in the movies. When I am an adult, I can't tell who are good or bad, neither in the movies nor in reality.