Thinkers' Thoughts

I know I am a man who always believes in change, but I've never believed in the change which is to change it to "nothing is liked what's before". Change is to improve to better from what's good before.

The trains and tracks system

is the very fundamental of civilization and its development till beyond tomorrow.

I don't need to be

incredible playing piano, I just wanted to know it's real music that I am playing.

In my college studies,

I got this, and then I don't gots this.

If I woke up

to this reality, I would rather return to my nightmare.

My workshop life is

how do I enjoy the pleasure of working on my own works.

The past

is fact, the present is uncertain, the future is preset.

No one is the hero,

you don't need any hero because you are the hero to yourself.

If I had been

an A's student in my college years and a successful money making man in my work life, I wouldn't have come out differentiated.

You may say

that I am crazy, but I believe that I am not getting old, I am going to a new age.

I understand less

and less, as I know more and more.

I know less

and less, as I learn more and more.

A stupid person

can't be humble, only a smart person can.

感慨

時機不再懷愐過去纏綿枕夢

If it isn't humanity,

mother is just a name.

I am the last

line of the old waves prior to the line of the new waves at the interface.

I am truthful,

but I don't know how to interpret truthfulness among people.

I understand

my relationship nature to live onward and need not expect genuine friendship.

I understand

my past to go forward and never look back.

I am

simple and, I am humbled.

Abbey of Saint Gall

is the Cloud Center today.

Curiosity

is what kills the cat, but, curiosity is what makes scientists successful.

I am

aging, but I am living to make me younger.

I will

let my sincerity run free without rage.

If it was a preset

of what and how things had been happening to me, let it be. This is called Nature and Fate.

I do not own

the money I have, I do not own the house I bought, but I own the good nature I am because my good nature belongs to me.

He is doing

the best for himself and he is loved. I am doing the best for others and I am hated.

I play my piano

in silence, because I know my music is deep inside of me.

A man's

inner thoughts may not be grammatically correct always, but to be read with thoughts.

The Universe is infinite,

yet people are confined.

When I look up at the sky,

I am looking at History, so, I am not looking at the future, I am going to the future without pauses. Present is instantaneous!

I might not want

to be a hero, but I really want to be helpful to people who needed help.

I am not retiring

because I will keep walking.

I am not retiring

because I have many interests.

I am not retiring

because I am a home builder and a pianist.

I am not retiring

because I am a traveler and a photographer.

I can't say

it is just that I am lucky, I have earned it too because I am sincere and I am good hearted.

It is not the opportunities that

I didn't have or I missed, it is the different pathways that I have taken.

It is never

too late, I will just make my own opportunity.

When people are

good at their jobs, what am I good at?

When others

like to enjoy Nature leisurely, I like to work with Nature wholeheartedly.

Earth revolves,

if I go around the Earth in exactly one Earth's revolution, I will not age.

Nature revolves,

it only goes forward.

Witness the aftermath of Nature,

thirteen years ago, a horrible Nature, thirteen years later, a beautiful Nature.

Ocean water

pushes forward and hitting the rocks in the front, again and again, till it reaches the shore land.

Mountain hikers

hike around the geographic contour, up and down the geographic elevation, again and again, till the destination is reached.

Do I have redemption?

If I have, am I entitled to it? If I am, is it rightfully of mine?

Thanks

for telling me, "It's alright, you're okay." I am telling me, "It's alright, I'm okay."

I am lucky

to have come to who I am today for I have a beautiful day on my birthday feeling with content.

Nature

is infinity. Human is time.

Are there

heroes without wars?

Don't see it that I don't have,

it's that I have. I have good heart, healthy mind, healthy body, protection.

I got called to play piano feeling melancholy.

So naturally I played b & e flat minor which is the tune that I played for my father for the first time and the last time all at the same time. In the midst of playing, I have this question, if jealousy is one of human's biggest enemies, would Nature be jealous of humans? I also have this answer, it wouldn't, because it bestows upon a gift to humans, the gift is Forgiveness.

I am protected,

for that, I say Thank You.

I play piano chaotically

because I reshuffle sound notes, order, pattern, tempo and repetition to bring them in synchronization and in harmony as I play along. I play my original piano music because I don't want to memorize other people's music in order to play it, and playing my original piano music is my own extension.

I am a piano player

who plays for comforting and soothing from the heart.

Every time

when I play the piano, I am learning music, just like every day when I get up, I am learning about living.

I was naive,

I am still naive, but having experienced the past naive, I am naive now because I want to be innocent, modest, pure, and optimistic.

One would never be able to predict

exactly what will happen for what was wanted to occur, even if it did, it was just luck, and luck would demand payback eventually.

An authoritarian dictator

forces others to die for himself, a democratic humanitarian dies for others.

The very root of nature

is change.

Do not expect

consensus and praise from others, just do the best I always can in good faith sincerely.

As long as

my purposes for doing things are from the heart in good faith, I am continuously learning and improving for the goodness in despite of others' differences.

Fair competition

is the driving force for learning and improvements for humanity. But corrupted competition totally and completely destroys the very root of humanity.

The reason that

I think only I like the music I play on the piano but nobody else is that's the driving force for me to keep learning continuously onward.

In nature,

life is mysterious and incomprehensible, inapprehensible. So, 隨以而安, but always strive for the betterment.

As long as

I am making choices in good faith from the heart, I know I am doing the right things.

A life

in living is all about choices.

I prefer

my music wordlessly.

The more

I am learning and understanding myself, the more I am losing the beginning stages of me.

I don't need to

justify how others spend their days, I just need to justify how I spend my days.

If I found it

in my heart, I know I have found the truth.

I believe

in truthfulness, so I am already living a truthful life. I don't need to find out the truth, I am living it.

Buddha

in time is humanity, is meditation exploring into the inner self, is understanding from the heart, is non-invasive and non-preaching as one is drawn to it voluntarily through meditation and understanding from the heart.

我並不是迷信

迷信是要神庇護而神是長長時間之前傳下的歷史傳說請問時間怎麼庇祐信民除魔不如認清自己的心魔來切除解除厄運不如自己用心制造好運身體健康需要自己注意飲食作樂

Immigrants and the underprivileged

are the driving forces for the the community development, not the burden.

On the track for genuinity,

it is the correct way to make things right, otherwise, it will be off track to the incorrect ways to make things wrong.

If it could help,

I would feel more comforting that I know at least I had TRIED my best doing it.

I live

day by day just the same, I won't let it hinder me moving on.

琴聲快樂事

沉迴自彈琴聲圍昇華自由降至心得知人生快樂事有緣終生伴為一有兒成我家為二琴聲得自由為三

My crystal ball is

my best rationale without the 'could have' and 'should have' and take advantage of the opportunity.

To solve,

tracing the causes, reverse thinking the origin.

When resolving,

see the obvious, see the conspicuous.

Every day,

I am learning, I am resolving, I am evolving.

Just move on.

I was stupid and naive, it's fact, move on. I am a good person and I am honest, it's fact, move on. What's the nagging complaints? What's the excuses? Just move on.

真、假

佛理思念議解化真與假自從心中問

詩語經

七字詩五字語三字經

Brace yourself

for 2024!

Simplicity

made complicated.

Nature is

PARADOXICAL.

There's

more, there's less, there's always love.

My mind is

a younger generation mind while my body is an older generation body.

It is not

that I am not doing the right things, it is because I am of this alienation which makes me misalign with just about everybody else; by understanding this, it energizes me to move on.

Being stupid

is a sure loss because trying to be able to salvage from losses due to stupidity is pure risky luck.

Do not

deliberately look for spectacular, make it simple all the time.

Sister

I don't love her, I don't hate her, I'm not wrong, she's not right.

Mom

I don't love her, I do hate her, I'm not wrong, she's not right.

I am not

asking for appreciation, but I am asking for humanity.

I shall

handle problems with facts, reasons and humanity.

人、善

人本善、人歸善。

Living happily is

make it simple, face it.

At 3AM, my woken dream is

三時夜醒夢說平和心續之延自由存任意在希望至無界間物本善持導行真為主誠託宇六六無窮三字語

I am living on with aging,

it's all meant to be so I am worry-free happy just because I am a good person.

It's not that

I don't understand, it is meant to be.

Whatever happens to me

is meant to be, meaning it is happening as it meant to be no matter what, because I am a good person.

I am a good person,

whatever happens to me is meant to be.

Despite all,

I am looking for meaning in life of the daily living.

I will not

be jealous of others, but to keep improving as I live on.

I have almost forgotten

that I need to thank my born-in traits of personality for molding who I am today.

I understand my frustration now,

that I am living in the mind of a 30-40-year old but in the body of a 60-70-year old. Then, what kind am I?

When I was a kid,

my dad told me who are good people and who are bad people in the movies. When I am an adult, I can't tell who are good or bad, neither in the movies nor in reality.

What do you

see when you look at me? What do I see when I look into my own truth?

The truth,

the real truth, is my own truth, because everyone has their own truth which is different from the other's.

I've always wanted

to just play the piano for me, because the music I play on the piano will do me good.

I can't play

other's songs on the piano to impress, I just want to play my own feelings.

I can't play

other's songs on the piano, but I can play my own identity.

I don't play

the piano to make me known, I play to make an expression.

I still have

chances, I still have time, to do the right, to do the desired, to do my heart tells me what to do.

I am an artist,

but I am not a professional artist not a performing artist, I am an original artist.

I know although

I have been naive all along ever since, I have been seeing beautiful humanity, so I tell me, I wouldn't feel sorry for myself being naive! But then when I wake up to reality, seeing beautiful humanity through me being naive is just a dream!

It's a home

I go there, just like the home I come here.

I am living

every day.

I do not

live in fear, I live with the time.

The question is

how do I know when truth is not the casualty?

Although

I am insistent on truthfulness, I am insistent on being truthful only when truth is not the casualty.

I am a pianist and

I play for the compassion with me, the peace of me, the silence in me. Am I a musician?

The arrogant

cynical person is a hypocrite. The arrogant hypocrite is a cynical person.

How

How right I am? How wrong I am?

I hope

my son likes me as the father, but not be like me as a naive and idealistic fool.

I do not

have independent thoughts, I go along with everyone, I always believe everyone is good nature.

I don't mind

if I am a loser or winner, I do mind that I can't even make to be a player.

What do I do

that I am at the end of the line and all I got is regrets?

I am sorry

that my being naive and idealistic have disrupted and disturbed my son's brought up by me.

Now I

am living through the days thinking of my own regrets, so I must . . .

Self pity

may mean weak in its absolute, but . . .

One of the reasons

that there are plenty of economic opportunities in the United States of America is because of the integration of the global mixed culturality of living.

If no one

believes me, believes in me, there's still one believes me, believes in me, I believe me, I believe in me.

I move on

every day, no matter where I am, where I go.

On the day of birthday,

tend not to remember the years of age, wonder it is the Alzheimer's call; tend not to realize the length of age, reminded by a friend's call; tend not to forget the happiness of age, because I have the family's call.

隨想行心

隨想任意無制限，祇要意想能助解。隨行任處無束綁，祇是目標清識向。隨心任由無偏見，祇為出心至善和。

This is

how my history goes, this is how my memory goes, this is what I have.

Not think about

the problems I have, think about what I have.

Why do I always

question the genuineness in my work and my thoughts, pity myself for being me, blame others for my mishaps and failures, excuse myself for I could have been successful if that one hadn't treated me this way or that incident hadn't happened to me, be annoyed that I haven't been treated as a kind and passionate person, believe that I couldn't earn respect from others? Why am I angry with my mom and sister?

I exist

because you exist.

Time

is Existence

Human beings

are nature's AI and the computers are human's AI.

Every human being

starts learning the second it leaves mother's womb till its demise, never stops learning.

One would

never make every penny in the world in one's lifetime, likewise, one would never learn everything in nature in one's lifetime.

It is not

that I am unhappy that I can't make any money from any product I would make, it's that I know no one will pay any money for any product I would make.

Mishaps

have made me who I am today.

Living Every Day

Live in the moment Nature Myself first Emotional support Be bold, try new things Self reflect Do things outside of personal confined Do things I like Don't compare Workout routines

Prompted by

a rush of playing for the Turkey and Syria earthquake victims, I reckoned why I play for silence, for silence will keep the trapped and immobile victims to stay alive.

I am

telling me to stop inspiring others.

Whether I

like it or not, violence and conspiracy are here for my coming days. But my past experiences reinforced my protection morally.

When the whole world

can't be honest, I am honest. I will defy the reckon of one can't survive if one is honest.

When the whole world

don't believe in me, I believe in me.

What is the difference between

the " natural absolute good" and the "normal"?

Can a person

whose personality is the "natural absolute good" survive even the simplest living?

I thought

I am moving on, maybe not.

How do

I help me?

I feel so bad

that I have been inept, making me uncertain about the things I am doing are done correctly.

I feel so bad

that I have wasted so much time.

I put in all I have to

do only the right things with others, but I don't believe that I have been successful doing it because I have created more arguments than cooperation.

Superpowers

Honesty, Sincerity, Knowledgeable, Intellectual, Respectful, Modest, Thoughtful, Assertive These are my superpowers, as long as I keep my superpowers positive, I am a superhero.

Prepare and Resolve

I will process my thinking then continue as normal.

Arts

is presentation of mind, perspective, vision, pictorial reception, literal reception.

佛門大開

讓我溫飽家門封閉拒之門外於心何忍

和善的心

平和之意隨緣隨心隨意

Keep Active

Keep Learning Keep Doing Keep Going Keep Thinking

I accept

whatever and however happens to me after putting in a fighting effort on getting it to be the turn-out that I wanted to have.

Whatever or however

happens to me is meant to be of what or how it turns out, but I have to put in effort on everything I do.

I don't need

to play others' music, I play my own because I play on looking for that note.

Knowing the successful others

are doing the same of I am doing means I am on the right tracks, but not to be pity of not being the successful one.

I have been simple,

I will continue to be simple.

I must

maintain my intellect living on.

How

do I trust my own intellect? WITH RESPECT

What if

the whole world stood still when I play on? Would I be happy or perplexed and scared?

The lyrics

are the notes I play on piano, singing the words in my heart.

If we're living the future

at present, we're actually living in real time.

Others play the songs,

I play on. Others play in concerts, I play at home. Others play for music, I play for silence. Others play getting admirations, I play looking for that note.

Why do I want to suppress myself?

Is it because I am afraid of hurting someone's feelings? Is it because I fear of breaking happiness for everyone? Is it because I show no respect for others?

I play

for the silence.

I just reckon

that truthfulness hinders my progress and success.

Why

people just don't pay attention to what I have been saying, that I don't demand consensus on I am right all the time, I don't want to be unhappy for others to believe that I am a self-centered person saying I am right all the time.

What hurt the most

are the disappeared and denied facts.

Turn Insultation

into energy for human goodness.

Till Then

I live a good life.

I Am Living

Improving, starting up, resolving, succeeding, being successful, failing, expanding, shrinking, continuing, on top of all these, I am living now.

I Am Beautiful

我係衰神, for bad things happen to me but no good things do. 我唔係人, for I get no respect from anyone. 但我還有條命.

I help me

not to hurt myself.

I Will Love Me More

I believe in my piano music. I believe in my thoughts and thinking. I believe in my work. I believe in pure humanity.

I Live In My Own World

I am beautiful. I play good piano music. I am fair. I care. I am good hearted. I don't lie. I am nature. I see and watch. I think and dig deep in thoughts. I am humanity.

Sharing

If my sharing is not wanted, I will let it be, I just share with me.

Unfamiliar

A close someone would become unfamiliar after a sudden and brief disruption.

Living On

The end of monarchy, the rise of authoritarianism. The must ongoing democracy.

Throughout A Lifespan

Work Hard Keep Learning Aim for Goals

The Drive for Moving On

The drive is the hope for the better tomorrow.

Transient

Living is transient. Life is transient. Nature is transient.

My Artworks

My artwork is raw. My artwork is ugly. My artwork is primitive.

Demand

One will never stop demanding from oneself.

Learning

Learning is to see the whats and ask the whys, to probe the uncertain for fact, to discern the difference between lies and facts, to be able to do after understanding the hows, and to be allowed to learn freely.

Teaching

Teaching is to help pull out the potential in the learner affirming the learner's nature given abilities, therefore, the teacher must be open minded, objective, unbiased and encouraging while teaching.

Resources

Resources fuel knowledge.

Talk to Son

Talking of my feelings is communication in the family to understand each other. I'm proud of you simply you're a good son. No demands except being: brainy, integrity, scrupulous, Definitely help, worries and missed just wanted you happy.

Play Ball Tennis

Psychology throughout the game Score scenario tactics Individual vs. team competition Weakness vs. strength

Imperial Dictatorship Madness

The 'overnight' economic crackdown policies and this 'common prosperity' are proofs of imperial dictatorship madness, but then it's the trend of the empire falling from its peak.

Safety issues

for concern due to inept government management - raise self protection

Abusive power

and special privileges, 哦， documentation

Retribution

物極必反好人有好報，壞人有報應。好人有安慰，壞人有天收。留得⻘山在，那怕無柴燒。對得住良心不問點解有 E D 人，知道有 E D 人。

Covid-19 Dreadful Fear

It is not the covid-19 virus that I worry about getting infected, it is the dreadful fear of being locked in depriving my freedom in the name of pandemic control. The even more dreadful fear is the creation of the virus pandemic for authoritarian control on the people.

Tennis Play Ball Psychology

The way I have experienced in playing tennis for these many years has somehow convinced me that it is the actual reflection of reality.

10 Things of Happy Me

Live in the moment Nature Myself first Emotional support Be bold, try new things Self reflect Do things outside of personal confined Do things I like Not compare Workout routine

Happy Day

A day well spent is a day of truly happy about being me.

Got To

Got tasks to complete, got things to learn, got goals to reach.

Play Piano

I am not performing, I listen to my own music.

My Music

I play piano from my heart, it is music to my ears.

Competition

I am not competing, I'm looking deep into my heart from playing piano.

Acting

Drama Acting is reality.

Help Me

放過我啦,唔該。

真誠之心

真誠之心不是大晒。真誠之心不是啱晒。凡事都說以真誠之心來做並不是聰明的人,祇是藉口。要以真誠之心及實際情況處事,而不是話我交出真誠之心就是正確。

Where do I want to go?

Where should I go? I asked. I really don't know, I thought. Where do I belong? I asked. Oh really, where do I belong? I asked again. I really don't know, I thought. Do I want to go anywhere? I asked. I really want to go. I thought. But where do I really want to go, I asked. I really don't know. I thought.

Worthy?

Am I worthy of even to myself, let alone worth the while over others?

Where should I be?

Maybe I shouldn't have meant to be coming back to Hong Kong?

Be Let Free

I will be free as much as let free.

誰是衰神

我唔喺衰神.

No More

No more self-devalue. No more self-pity. No more self-judge. No more self-justify. No more self-compared judgement on others.

衝呀！

Don't look back, don't look sideways, don't slow down, don't stop, don't give up.

My Music Notes

Let my music notes drive me, let me cruise with my music notes, let me free of judgemental by letting me immerge in my music notes.

Keep Learning

I keep learning to stay alive.

Adult Game Players

While adults are playing their political war games senselessly, children are giving up their lives for them senselessly, everywhere on earth.

Point of View

Being positive or negative thinking, being lucky or unlucky, it's all point of views.

Children

They are selling our children. They are killing our children. They are contaminating our children. Are there anything else they are doing to our children?

Effort

Everything I do, I put in effort. Even taking a step.

I Play

I play my piano. My audience is silence. But I play for me. I am the audience. I am also the silence.

Grateful

When I chose to be grateful for others, I would not expect the return of gratefulness.

I Play the Piano

I can just play my own music at the piano. I play my own feelings at the piano so the songs are wordless. I am always looking for those notes at the piano. I play loud, I play soft, I play in silence, I play for anyone or just for me. I like to play on and on.

I am Confident

When I pronounce I am able and I am right, I want to assure you that I am not arrogant, but confidence built through personal experiences.

Opportunity Cost

It's all about 'opportunity cost', and it's all about how worthy it is to do this now over the other choices. Is it more important than the other. Is it more practical than the other. Is it more needed than the other.

I Am Happy

I am really happy of who I am. Maybe not. Am I really happy of who I am?

Who Else

Who else would I want to be? How many elses would I want to be? Why would I want to be anyone else?

Boasting?

It's not about boasting self to down grade others, it is understanding self for self confidence.

Continuation

Continuation is the key. Continuation is the word. Continuation is the way. Continuation is it.

Live On

I have done that and I understand my experience, so I am able to readjust myself in continue living on.

無能受苦

無能政府人民受苦

Missing Out

Move on but no worries on missing happy moments now, because new experiences will bring happiness.

Communication 溝通

Communication is to exchange experiences. 溝通就是交換經驗。

We are Happy

I want my love ones happy is to flow with the changes in the progress, for the changes are what make my love ones happy on going. Although the current is happy, it won't be missed as the upcoming changes would also make new happy experiences.

Go On

I go on to the new experience. I go on to the new happy times.

The Challenge

It's a good challenge to keep me safe in the dangerous place, and I am always ready to face that challenge.

I Do

I do what I can. I do the best I can. I do with whatever I have. I do with whatever I can afford.

Begin and End

A foot ahead of the other climbing to the peak while grasping for air, unintended sudden halt of all takes me to the deep silence, look into the inside of me it is peace, this is begin and end meet.

Way

There's always a way.

Seeing Things

I am seeing things. I am not seeing things.

I Am

I am protected. I have been answered.

At Peace

A foot ahead of the other as one climbs to the peak while grasping for air, an unintended sudden pause puts all in the deep silence, nestled inside of self lies peace, this is begin and end meet.

Getting Older

Aging is like a plane taking off the ground, can't slow down but keeps going forward, definitely not reversing.

Father

I forgave you, for you'd paid your due with your life.

每一事

起碼過得自己的良知, 對自己有正確的交待。

我條路

喺咁走, and that sharpens me.

做緊

有生意做緊有工作做緊有興趣做緊

Love and Passion

Not be despaired on love and passion are fading on earth, but be grateful that love and passion are the drive of my life on earth.

Every Day Every Moment

Let's make every day a special day for caring and loving. Let's make every moment a memorable festival for laughter and happiness.

Running the Business

Recruit, Get, Preserve, Operate, Handle

Responsibility

I am responsible for myself. She is responsible for herself. He is responsible for himself. It is responsible for itself.

I don't I am

I don't have that, that, and that, but I've got me. I'm not like that, that and that, but I'm me.

Not this but that

I do not have a successful career working life, but I have happy ways of working out my living. I do not have much to say about things, but I have stories to tell.

Wife and Son

I don't have lifelong friendship, but I have my wife being my best friend. I don't have childhood family, but I have my son being my only family.

Drive

I am the driver and I'm not driven by other drivers.

The Day

It is just another ordinary day, refresh, confident, momentum, drive.

觀

憑欄觀霧洋無邊海水柔

Living Life

Adapting, adjusting, find happiness in life, in living.

No Worry

Not to worry for getting old and dying, but to appreciate being human and enjoy living. Keep doing, exercising, learning, understanding, eating healthily, witnessing, traveling, thinking, just enjoying.

naive

Let me be naive for I think only of the good and see only the good.

夕陽是希望

夕陽湧雲來時光無限量接著新開始此刻心中見希望照夕陽

Politics

It's not national politics anymore, it's just family politics.

I Am a Father

If I didn't stand up to help these children, how could I be a father to my children?

Who Change Who

Don't want to change the world, but don't want the world change me either.

Mother is a Name

She is a person whom I call mother, and mother is just her name.

I Am Living

1. Cash Machine 2. Active: travel, hiking, exercise, 3. Work: JPHKG 4. Interests: dclWorkshop, HK Project, Rebuild Projects 5. Enjoyments: eating, coffee cafe, my family of wife and son

Play for Good

I play for the good person non-stop.

I Am The Wonder Man

I wonder why, I wonder what, I wonder how, I wonder where it would be.

Every Step

I walk the trail of nature, every step is beauty. I walk the trail of life, every step is hope.

Ordinary

When I thought it's out of ordinary, it's one of the ordinary.

My Wife

I wish the sweetest for my wife. I would very much like to be supportive of her because I want to be by her side. I want her to be happy always.

My Son

I wish the best for my son. I would very much like to encourage and let him be whatever he wants because I trust him. I want him to be happy always.

Particular Living Tradition

On different parts of the planet earth, because of locational weather, rain and wind pattern, and cyclical temperature, these local people's living will adapt to the locational nature conditions which directly affect their ways of thinking and behavior. But, it's called living of their particular traditions.

Nature Products

On different parts of the planet earth, because of the locational weather, rain and temperature pattern, particular land soil chemistry, and wind condition, unique natural locational chemistry will produce unique locational products.

The Fall

I have experienced the fall yesterday. I believe that surviving the fall is to be able to see that time during the falling in which I could be able to think and act to stop the fall. That is, to think and to act on the do’s and don’ts in the effort of surviving the fall.

What is first?

Is it chicken first? Or is it egg first? I would say it is chicken first. Why? I believe the ‘The Big Bang Theory’. Spawn is what human called ‘Life and Living’. When ‘Life and Living’ is defined by birth and growth, then we must have the physical ‘Life’ first. The universe is ‘Energy’. Triggering the ‘process and progress’ of energy must be the physical form of energy. The universe is ‘Energy’. Triggering the ‘galaxy’ of planets requires the spawning of physical planets. ‘Time’ is a concept inherent in human only. But then, hold this thought for a second; I have said universe is energy, egg is energy because an egg has not yet taken the form of life. Energy transform to life, and life is physicality. To our understanding, start with energy and end with physicality. The conclusion would be egg is first, not chicken.

Tomorrow's Hope

There's tomorrow, there's hope.

Just Play On

It's not playing for others, not playing for the suppressed and depressed, it's not playing for the departed, it's about playing on. I just play on.

This is how I want to be.

Respect others, respect myself.

好人壞人

好人有好報，壞人有報應。好人有安慰，壞人有天收。

Political Analysis

There are many perspectives to a political analysis, just like there are many ways to cut an apple.

In Search of Human Goodness

There's always human goodness, we'll just search for it, or it may just come to you.

Hope

At the turning page of my life, I write HOPE.

May Be Tomorrow

When I may not be able to help today, I may be able to help tomorrow. Although there's no changes today, there may be changes tomorrow.

Test Living

I do not want to tempt life, but I do want to test living.

What do I wish?

I wish I hadn't been living in the delusional and illusionary thinking of I am a good man. I wish I had been living in righteous reality.

Hope

In the shadows of the citrus trees under the brightening sun, awaiting hope in the making.

善良

以善而行本良應對心持良善為之使命

Goodness

I shall always see goodness in people. But then, can I?

I Am Helping

When I have always said that I wanted to help but have not been helping, I would tell myself that I AM helping with my thoughts responding to the question of Why Are These Always Happening To Me.

nature pattern

It is actually, pattern is nature, and, nature is pattern.

What I Mean

Whatever I do, whatever I say, I mean to be Good Nature.

Goodness

Whatever it is, However it happens, I believe in goodness.

牛伴

牛本為善吾善相同與牛作伴賞時渡日

大自然

山谷登上一片枯草, 望上藍天群雀飛來與其招手, 望前小徑父持幼女靜座馬上擦身而過, 低頭看下市景無圍躺臥山脈, 大自然在獻生吾命

來去之情

來者不善硬拒之去者有善永留情

This is what I can do for myself.

Be healthy, be 命硬.

This is what I can do to head on the unchangeable..

Don't forget the core value, be me, Do the best I can.

Stay Strong

The past experience is my strength. Stay strong.

窄巷

窄巷難容各方意惟有行出自主路

涼風思念

涼風微碰憂愁思喚醒平和夢幻念

My Birthday Present

My song, 隨想曲, play on and on . .

thoughts and dreams

Explore deep into my thoughts, ask what's my dreams.

Humanity 4

My humanity stresses not just on being right or wrong, my humanity is justifying reasons for resolutions.

Humanity 3

My humanity is Justification.

Humanity 2

My humanity is level, simple, happy, non-hurting.

Humanity 1

My humanity does not include sacrifice.

Middle C

I play the middle C.

The Sound of Silence

A pianist plays for the sound of applause. I play for the sound of silence.

Selfish

我何尚不是自私的？

What to do?

If I got to do something for myself, what would that be?

If it must

If it must happen, what could I do to at least make it manageable?

Change To Keep

I will change to keep being a naturalist, a thinker, a humanitarian.

Take It

Take it as it comes, move on. Keep the righteousness, take it on.

Payback

How much more payback I have to give for the wrong I didn't know I had done?

Fighter

A fighter never quits. One would say wars would end for there are no fighters, but wars would never end when fighters quit. What would I call a peace time fighter? I am wordless. A single fighter CAN'T do any fighting at all, but fighter solidarity is definitely what keeps fighters fighting for the good of humanity continuously for every person is already a fighter of their own fighting for survival to keep on living, there's no ending.

Journey

It's not how much time is left, it's how to go about the journey.

The Team

I have always wanted to be part of the team, but yet I am still not a team member.

Adapt To

People tend to race against each other, fight against each other; but people need to adapt to each other, that's IT!

Adaptation vs Mutation

Mutation is natural. Adaptation is physical.

A vs. R

Natural Humanity is Action - Reaction Physical Humanity is Attack - Resistance

Adaptation

Survival is Adaptation. Adaptation driven by Mutation.

Always Resistance

For whatever on-coming, it's resistance.

Time

Continuation Analog and Algorithmic Digital make Time, as electricity and magnetism to make light.

I Back Up My Own Sincerity and Truthfulness

I must not allow that I am to be penalized by my own sincerity and truthfulness.

I Must Believe

I must believe I am good nature. I must believe I am sincere. I must believe I am truthful. But why am I being hated by my good nature, sincerity, and truthfulness?

Fighter

I don't just fight, I fight on because I am a fighter.

Always

Always learning. Always making. Always improving.

Guide

What I do today guides to what I see tomorrow.

Go On

Piano play on without lyrics. Everyday work on without expectations. Live on without hesitation but with nature.

His Mind

Although he is restrained because of his open mind which might ultimately kills him, it's his very own mind that sets him free since day one. It's his very own mind that made him free ever since.

My Dream

What's my dream?

Timing

My timing is full of challenges and for that I appreciate.

Work and Money

When I work for myself, I can't be fired and no mandatory retirement, but I would make money just for me. When I work for someone, I would always have a chance of getting fired and out of a job and mandatory retirement, but I could make more money than just for me?

Progress

I am not getting older, I am more modernized.

A Thought

The stroll, a step. The talk, a word. The air, a breath. The time, a moment. The living, a scene.

問你問我問他

當我突持知覺醒來時知道還在街角蕩然遊以為還在夢幻往前事其是現實不停各方沖問你生活怎樣繼續走問我思想怎樣走正路問他憑藉怎麼作決策問眾是否還知人道議就是人道正義與良心再問自己天賦的自由還是存在或已遠遠離

Happiness

I truly believe freedom makes happiness.

My Freedom

If physical freedom is restrained under tyranny, at least the unspoken thoughts within the mind is freedom although it's terribly sad. I'm more fortunate that when I play piano, I can find my own freedom.

Where am I?

Walking out to get lunch takeout, I suddenly entered a momentary amnesia because I asked me "Where am I?". Then, I broke out of this delirium by the knowing that the 'Hong Kong people' have disappeared but left with the disgraceful 'new comers'. So, the actual question I should ask with a clear mind is, "Where is Hong Kong?"

Cold

When the current Hong Kong is inhumanly battered by covid-19 and 'national security law', I was greeted by malfunctioning mechanical servers at the counter in MacDonald, I was obstructed by the hard and cold robotic pedestrian on the streets. Wow! When Hong Kong people have left, the new comers are not people!

Began

When it goes on continuously after it began with one note.

Please Continue

I began with one note but I will leave you with continuation.

One Note

It all begins with one note.

1960 and 60

1960 was a start, at 60 is a restart. Start and restart with hardship.

Free Will

Free will is a gift that needs fighting for, don't give up.

Who said

Who said I don't do acceptable work? Who said I do unrecognizable work?

Change

I change with my core values intact.

Immediate Coming 2

History is telling me what had happened, but more importantly is what I think of the immediate coming.

Immediate Coming

Live by present, look ahead, especially the immediate coming.

Making Sense

It doesn't make sense to fear and worry of day zero, it makes sense to continue making my living and live.

End Up

I can't be winning every single time, but I end up winning. I can't be right every single time, but I end up doing the right thing. I can't be expecting what I want every single time, but I end up doing what I want.

Rest

I need to rest to go on tomorrow.

I Trek

I am a trekker, I trek the globe, I trek on as I am me.

Every Day

Eat. Work. Think. Exercise. Rest.

Not To

Not to worry but to understand, not to let it happen but to prevent, not to fear but to resolve.

Disaster

If it's because of the disaster that keeps the whole family together, I would not say it's a disaster.

Home

I don't care who owns the house, but it's my home.

I Get It

I have the right mind, I take control of me, I get it through my head, I get it.

Take Control

I take control of me from now on.

Six O 2

My big six O is extraordinary but I enjoy it as ordinary.

Oh yeah!

I'm protected, remember?

Listening to Myself

I have not been listening to my own self but when I do, I understand 'let go'.

Can I help me?

No one knows but only if there will be no tomorrow. Will there be tomorrow? The right mind is the pioneer that steers me.

Refresh and Restart

After disastrous crisis passes, it's work to be done, challenges to be taken; it's refresh and restart.

Sacrifice

I play for the sacrificed, for the first time, for the last time.

April 2020

Stepping into April 2020 is the beginning of good things happening to me.

This is how

This is how I do it. This is how I live on. This is how I go about it. This is how I feel. This is how I see it. This is how I take it. This is how I judge it. This is how I know. This is how I understand.

Six O

My big six O is extraordinary!

Envy and Attack

If what I do attracts envy and attack, so let it be.

This is Me

It's not the thinking that to accept, nor to nag, nor it's fair or not fair, it's to know, this is me.

I have good already

Treasure what I have got, need not to envy other's good.

Live On

We and the people on Earth are learning to sustain living on, and experiencing to understand nature bestow upon us as she has been, ever since. Let's altogether without bias and difference, nor prejudice to stay strong for living on.

Lively

It's filled of lively air today and I feel lively, because I am alive and lively.

Have and Haven't Got

What I believe I have got, I might not have. What I believe I have lost, I might have.

To Cemetery

Good or bad, it's a knowing.

As Nature

I think as nature. I see as nature. I hear as nature. I act as nature. Because I am nature.

My Love

Don't fall in love with one particular stock! Fall in love with all stocks of possibilities!

Playing Piano

Father's passing started me to play for the first time, and for the last time. I didn't play for the first time for my dad, but I played for him for the last time in recorded audio for his peaceful rest. I wanted to play for my mother, neither the first time nor the last time, because I wanted to tell her 'thanks for getting me to learn piano at a young age'. I know she wouldn't want to listen to me playing the piano for her, but, saying 'thank you' to her would give me the goosebumps uncontrollably. I wonder if she would like a genuine thank you with the heart from me.

Hello again Starbucks lady

The Starbucks lady is not at her usual Starbucks place today. As she walked by along the long corridor way on the direction away from her frequently visiting Starbucks place, she was doing the same old usual thing, talking to herself. The one thing different though, today, she was speaking things to herself in her accented English.

My Conscience

I believe in my conscience. I do what my conscience tells me.

Begin

2020 is the beginning of a fresh start.

Complete

Plain and simple, total representation.

Residue of remains

Live through the movement residue, confront the remains of conflicts.

感覺

熟悉的香港帶來一點陌生

How a day is not wasted?

First of all, no one day is wasted. Even though I don't do anything, didn't get anything on the day, I live the day, so how could the day be wasted? There's no wasteful day, there are no wasteful days.

Truly Truthful Me

I believe I am a truthful person of whom I truly am.

Relationship and Me

There's no forgiveness, there's no aggravation, this is the relationship but I am always me.

I know

Need not to talk, need not to tell, need not to say, I know.

Let it be

I am fortunate that my sufficiency will not be taken away from me, so let it be.

True Peace

No blaming, no complaining, no winding, just peace.

Why How What

It's not why it is, it's how it is, because it's what it is.

Keep

How do we go from here, I keep asking. Forward we go, I keep telling. It's tough and dangerous, I keep saying. Stay strong and safe, I keep wishing. Take care everybody, we all keep doing.

Sweet Humanity

While stuffing a forkful of pancakes into my mouth, a short old senior carefully sitting herself down on the chair, her friend similarly in her 80's taking a left and right wobbly walk toward her seated old friend, she asks, 'What's your future, honey?'

What is Artificial Intelligence

Intelligent - Mother Nature Artificial Intelligence - human brains and computer Human brains Intelligence - cognitive thinking, memory, experience, analytical thinking, critical thinking Computer Intelligence - machine learning, algorithms, statistical methodology, decision making process, optimal solutions, efficiency

Thanks for the sacrifice and doing the hard work

While the two 'big' economic countries, the Eastern and the Western, are full of money driven slaves trying to kill one another creating chaotic manipulation to control the ordinary, the Hong Kong Young realized it and bring out the courage to defend humanity and refuse to become money driven slaves. I am speechless but only grateful for them.

Hong Kong Stars

Lebron James, a basketball star? I seriously say, he is definitely not any basketball star. Saying African Americans have been racially discriminated and unjust human rights in the US, but in the case of over the dispute between NBA and China on Hong Kong's freedom movement and human rights, he is saying Hong Kong's freedom and human rights are 'not educated' and 'missed informed'. With his pay and sponsorship, he still can be bought out that easily, he is proving to the people that there's no true sportsmanship; why wouldn't the games be rigged because it's just about raiding money, not basketball! China has turned to absolute madness on powering control on the people using the conquering weapon, money. Now, the Hong Kong young generation has this consciousness and bravery for the forgotten basic humanity, that's why they are the stars. I wish them protected, protected by humanity and let humanity safe guide human rights and safe guard them.

I knew, I know it will, but I can't

It's not that I am upset with nobody's believing me when I tell way ahead of time that those are the bad people taking great power to do bad things to the people, it's that I knew exactly those bad people doing bad things will actually happen and I absolutely can do nothing to help prevent that to happen. I am so angry with me having the ability to say 'See, I told you so.' and I don't do anything to prevent because I constantly excuse myself with 'I can't do anything'. How bad a person I am?

The Sky has Wept

With a week of fire cracklings of human rights defense just past in deep sadness, the sky has begun to weep its rescuing tears upon the troubled land.

Safe Guide

May humanity safe guide human rights and safe guard it.

Simple

Happy is simple, love is simple. Simple is love, simple is happy.

Let us grow up, please.

Hong Kong has never grown up, when the latest generation begins to understand to grow, the exterminating force is having no mercy pressing hard on them. It's so sad!

loving you

I will continue to love regardless.

I ask myself

Will people like my piano music? Ask AI. Will people like my photography and videography? Ask AI. Will people like what I write? Ask AI.

Just a little taste of AI, I have this thought:

Man (human) is not eternal, nature is infinitive, not eternal; since man is also nature, man is infinitive but not eternal. Artificial Intelligence is identified with Man Intelligence because AI do what man do. When man build AI, man is building its eternity bridging to infinitive, and AI is built in a sense of extending its eternity infinitely to infinitive. Man is infinitive through AI because man is nature, and that's what nature do, my man! Will human Intelligence bring human species to its demise or keep it going with no ending?

Nature AI

AI = MI Nature is AI MI is not the first among the many many other I within AI. AI is the iteration of Adaptation, Creativity, and Physics. Adaptation, Creativity, and Physics are as called 'living'. AI is 'life'.

Nature Explained

Nature is algorithmic and mathematical.

Perspective

What do we do with perspective? We act upon it.

Truth and Truthfulness

If truth is not to be known, it's perspective. Then, what is truthfulness? Truthfulness is like air on earth, souls of people.

Truth or Perspective

Truth is absolute perfect, not relative; reality is relative perspective.

Connected

I am a solitude yet my mind is coherently connected.

Look Up

When feeling unjust and hopeless, look up to the blue sky, because looking down from up there, everyone is ultimately the same and always hoping.

道具

她每天與我們的溝通就是道具包括: 我們一進家門便聽到的電話鈴聲，不停響的提吃藥鈴聲，放在她房門及走廊的手推助行車，想給我們的訊息是？

A Breath of Air

Taking the usual morning walk at my hometown vista park after a 10 day trip to Istanbul and Bucharest, taking this breath of air at my beloved hometown park is always the best breathing air there's to it.

Phone call

I opened the door to enter the house at 1340 and heard phone rang, then saw your mom walking from her washroom to bedroom, eyes watching me coming in. I suddenly had wild thought that she used mobile to call home phone.

Where is Starbucks Lady?

Don't get me wrong, I don't miss Starbucks Lady, I just wonder if she would be talking to herself and walking around in her see through Raincoat. Unlike my mother, Starbucks Lady is just mentally disturbed harmlessly and a little annoying sometimes.

Thanks

For the educated young generation struggling for basic democratic ways of living, may I say , thanks for putting in the hard work.

You Can Trust Me

Why can't you trust me? I have not forgotten humanity, values and respect.

Criticism

What would I do when I was criticized as weak, not to confront but as invading when I carry on forward?

Starbucks Lady Now

The Starbucks lady is not a mystery no more, she could be annoying in time but she could also be charismatic at some other time.

The Sight of Beauty

I was once told that behind the beauty of Mt Fuji is dangerously wild and unpredictable. I would add, its beauty is preceived with enhancements from its surrounding environment.

What?

I always ask 'What does your heart tell you to do?', and I always say 'Just do what your heart tells you to do.' What! What am I asking? What am I saying?

A Good Day

I have had a good day. I drove through slim roadways mingling the many connected small Japanese towns. I drove on a narrow winding hilly single lane roadway where is open for two way traffic in the rain.

Humanity Gauge

Can we just embrace humanity, to judge base upon humanity, to gauge against values, and to treat with respect? Can we embrace humanity regardless majority or minority, view points, intentions, and actions? Use the core values of humanity as the guiding gauge to judge these view points, intentions and actions.

The Japan I Discover

After more than two hours of driving through curvey dry creeky roads mingling the connected small towns on the greater plain nestled among valleys embedded in the Eastern Japan mountain ridges, and through narrow winding up and down hilly drive ways around the uncounting numbers of budha temples along the way, I have come to this corner of land where its edges have been beating by ocean water relentlessly. A lighthouse stands alone at this corner of earth rightfully claiming its presence with its rotating beacon; to me, it signifies the guiding light at the end of the tunnel. I am further and deeper connected to knowing Japan.