It's not that
I don't understand, it is meant to be.
The Thought
Whatever happens to me
is meant to be, meaning it is happening as it meant to be no matter what, because I am a good person.
I am a good person,
whatever happens to me is meant to be.
Despite all,
I am looking for meaning in life of the daily living.
I will not
be jealous of others, but to keep improving as I live on.
I have almost forgotten
that I need to thank my born-in traits of personality for molding who I am today.
I understand my frustration now,
that I am living in the mind of a 30-40-year old but in the body of a 60-70-year old. Then, what kind am I?
When I was a kid,
my dad told me who are good people and who are bad people in the movies. When I am an adult, I can't tell who are good or bad, neither in the movies nor in reality.
What do you
see when you look at me? What do I see when I look into my own truth?
The truth,
the real truth, is my own truth, because everyone has their own truth which is different from the other's.