Whatever happens to me
is meant to be, meaning it is happening as it meant to be no matter what, because I am a good person.
The Thought
I am a good person,
whatever happens to me is meant to be.
Despite all,
I am looking for meaning in life of the daily living.
I will not
be jealous of others, but to keep improving as I live on.
I have almost forgotten
that I need to thank my born-in traits of personality for molding who I am today.
I understand my frustration now,
that I am living in the mind of a 30-40-year old but in the body of a 60-70-year old. Then, what kind am I?
When I was a kid,
my dad told me who are good people and who are bad people in the movies. When I am an adult, I can't tell who are good or bad, neither in the movies nor in reality.
What do you
see when you look at me? What do I see when I look into my own truth?
The truth,
the real truth, is my own truth, because everyone has their own truth which is different from the other's.
I've always wanted
to just play the piano for me, because the music I play on the piano will do me good.