I am lucky
to have come to who I am today for I have a beautiful day on my birthday feeling with content.
The Thought
Nature
is infinity. Human is time.
Are there
heroes without wars?
Don't see it that I don't have,
it's that I have. I have good heart, healthy mind, healthy body, protection.
I got called to play piano feeling melancholy.
So naturally I played b & e flat minor which is the tune that I played for my father for the first time and the last time all at the same time. In the midst of playing, I have this question, if jealousy is one of human's biggest enemies, would Nature be jealous of humans? I also have this answer, it wouldn't, because it bestows upon a gift to humans, the gift is Forgiveness.
I am protected,
for that, I say Thank You.
I play piano chaotically
because I reshuffle sound notes, order, pattern, tempo and repetition to bring them in synchronization and in harmony as I play along. I play my original piano music because I don't want to memorize other people's music in order to play it, and playing my original piano music is my own extension.
I am a piano player
who plays for comforting and soothing from the heart.
Every time
when I play the piano, I am learning music, just like every day when I get up, I am learning about living.
I was naive,
I am still naive, but having experienced the past naive, I am naive now because I want to be innocent, modest, pure, and optimistic.